
I am a girl who makes excuses for being the person that I am, thinking that one day maybe I will be different. I am a girl that is learning to let go of these excuses and realize that this is the person that I am… acceptance or not. After having a conversation with my sister, I am a girl who is inspired to learn about me, by writing a little of me out on paper.
I am a girl who has discovered that my house will never be sparkling clean… maybe not even clean, and am learning to be ok with that. I am a girl who has lost my depth to feel and converse… and want to get it back. I am a girl who has tasted that lost depth by having beautiful, inspiring, uplifting, and meaningful conversations with my sisters. I am a girl who loves knowledge and believes that I am shorting myself, and those that need me if I don’t have that power. I am a girl who is afraid that I am not smart enough for my son. I am a girl who is not the best speller in the world and am very self-conscious of this. I am a girl who does not want to lose my career but is afraid to go back.
I am a girl who absolutely loves Chick-fil-A and spent the night in the parking lot to receive a box of free coupons for a year. I am a girl who strives to be better to the earth, but am transitioning very slow. I am a girl who loves to be inspired! I am a girl who admires my family and friends for all of their uniqueness. I am a girl who just realized that mailpersons drive on the right side of their vehicle. I am a girl who loves to drive with my music blaring and the windows down. I am a girl who loves music that pulls at my heart and hits me deep. I am a girl who my never be completely organized…. But has advanced in the last couple of years. I am a girl who admires a woman who manages to put herself together every morning but realizes this will never be me!
I am a girl whose worst nightmare would be my family moving away. I am a girl who feels with all my heart but can’t always find the words to express those feelings. I am a girl who absolutely adores my son and can’t imagine life without him. I am a girl who is slightly germaphobic but learning to lighten up. I am a girl who has always loved to travel but has found that my favorite place is home. I am a girl who believes that I can do anything that I set my mind to doing. I am a girl who respects the friendships that I have but have a fear of not being enough for those people. I am a girl who has never, never, never liked lettuce! I am a girl who will always have a messy car and will always feel the need to apologize. I am a girl who is in love with my husband and extremely happy with our life together. I am a girl who does not always stand up for myself and am learning to be better. I am a girl who is learning I am ME.